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Monday, August 18, 2008

despair

three summer jobs. only 3 days a week. 25dollars/hr

got what i wanted.
i took myself to watch a movie today.

confession needed. I've been trying to carry myself
believe that i'm immortal
knowing what is misleading u
admitting it. and being absolutely find with it
is the worst thing anyone could ever do.

truth.

I went to church yesterday.
2 months ago was the last time I forced myself
to go.

I moved to a bigger. better church with several english services.
that was my excuse.
now i just hide in the back. dont register. go to the 2 pm service
when my schedule allows me to.

I regret the first sunday i missed.
I want to go back

the disgusting part of all this is that I'm fine.
I'm fine.  I feel like nothing is wrong.
yesterday was great. singing "I offer my life to you". and feeling something
deep inside of me.

Then i made it stop.
but I want to go back.

no other way

can you pray for me,

please


Sunday, June 29, 2008

bunny!

i love that video thing u made !!!

omg like.. we SO SO SO 용됬어 too >_< lol

i miss taking pictures with you ,, making silly faces n acting like we're the coolest kids lol

 

 

okay ,, and sorry for not telling you about H
and I wanted to tell u when ,,,
when I know that its worth telling u

first in korea ,, its very different
but! since you're my other half lol
I'm ready ready ready to tell u everythin

not a normal person.
loves doing nothing, which I love doing.

nice
speaks english ;]
greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat singer.
and u know what my last question was?
"Is he gonna be cool with sunny bunny?"

and the answer was

YES YES YES lol

 

I miss you .. just too much

that I talk about u 24/7 to H
its a disease.. seriously lol

and what kijung said AHAHAHAHAH
so cute >_<

 

 

now, summer break for me :]
every summer is different
every summer MUST BE different!!


Thursday, June 12, 2008

FINALS!

Hello :D

finals..........ahhh T - T they end next week ,, but I'm putting up pics
well ... ALL pics of me :D ahahaha how boring!!!

great summer for everyone.. its so hot but we'll get thru it T - T

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oh and ..sorry I dont know how to put the pics on that .. sroll bar thing so I'm putting
them like this. I miss everyone T -T how was prom/graduation and everything??
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this is our band :D that's me at the back lol we played at like .. a small club/bar.
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and for this concert our theme was "high school rock band" lol so we wore uniforms:]

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This is our band!! we have like .. 4~5teams haha maybe more.. - -
you can find me :D ahaha
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got a haircut,, and the one on the right is at starbucks.
I miss starbucks in the states .. its so quite T -T ..
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starbucks, dunkin donuts, and kyung hee dorm :]

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with my mommy:D and ice cream' - '
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because of 황사 u have to wear a mask lol sometimes. normal ppl wear the plain white masks.
:D

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i'll take u to 청계천 when u come to korea :]
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at church. and that the protest on the mad cow disease,, ㅠ

 

I've adjusted to this change now.
still experiencing things,, some I wish I didnt have to experience
but that's just a part of like,, no matter where you are, which country you're in.
Life is not easy lol
I feel like an adult one day, and feel like a 16 yr old the day after.

there are almost 100 students in my major who are like me.
so I dont feel like I'm alone anymore, walking the korean streets
with my english speaking friends

but,, looking back, I think i made the biggest mistakes at zion
and met the nicest people ever.
I miss you guys so much. And congratulations for the graduates :D
I sat here reading sunny's xanga lol all of the new ones.. 3 pages!!
and read the thing about changes,,

we say that we're always ready for changes,
but when something that u didnt expect happens,
that's change.

It can be an opportunity to build another layer in you,,
so good luck with college :]

so is ANYONE comig to korea this summer???????????????


Wednesday, April 30, 2008

right.

 

 

" i need some time"

 

 

I need a new excuse.


Thursday, April 17, 2008

u have a choice

Hello, spring says goodbye :]
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this is my school lol where i live,, cherry blossom everywhere :]

midterm exams are next week..
and my university life is going well ..
I feel like an adult. then again,, i make stupid mistakes
and i'm constantly bothered by regrets.

it was my 20th birthday in korea
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P080327008_0(3906) I'm old right? haha
soon i'll be 30.. then 40 .. but i want my wrinkles to be worth it

I'm exhausted by my crazy schedule,,
classes at 6 in the morning.. and 9 pm ,, kills T -T
and band practices ,, study group till 2 am

but i guess being a student is the easiest thing in the world :D
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new hair >_<
oh and u know 비 goes to my school?? hahahahah
there's a concert tomorrow with 원더걸스 and brown eyed girls n 동방신기!!
I saw some of them at school n.. its so weird .. i tried to be cool but whatever. I'm a dork lol

and u know what i miss?

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this T -T

as soon as the midterms are over
i'll call you honey :D and mima too :]

 

enthusiasm is what i need..
without ceasing..

 



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